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Marking the start of term |
A couple of weeks ago uni started again. I
am so excited, it is like my brain has kicked back into gear. In the first week
we got the outlines of our assignments and I have already started thinking
about some ideas. I have been learning to grab inspiration when it comes,
making a quick note to myself on a scrap of paper, in my diary, on my phone,
wherever is handy. I lost one idea recently because I was lazy – in my defence
it was the middle of the night - and I thought confidently I’ll remember that,
and of course I didn’t. Needless to say it was probably very profound and
insightful! At work there is no time to wait for inspiration to strike. You
have to think on the run.
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Slogging it out |
Inspiration is only one per cent, so the
saying goes, with the other 99% being the blood, sweat and tears required to
deliver on it. And I can attest to that. With the deadline looming for the
quarterly magazine I had to prioritise and focus on getting my articles done.
When asked earlier what I was going to contribute, I had rashly volunteered to
write two articles – one which was part of a continuing theme on infrastructure
investment and the second on a farmer wining an award. The pressure was on to
get the drafts written, get quotes signed off, facts checked and photos
submitted. The cycle from flash of inspiration to delivering the final copy was
short but satisfying.
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It takes time |
For my uni assignments there is the luxury
of having more time – in terms of when it is due. But given that there is not
much spare time in my week I still have to plan and prioritise – research
first, sketch an outline, continue researching to fill the holes and then write
the first draft, step back and review, then add and amend as necessary. For my
first assignment I am halfway between steps three and four. I have some more
reading to do, but I have also started writing down some sentences which may
make it to the first cut. Remembering to allow enough time for all these steps
is tricky.
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Capturing the light |
At the moment getting into the habit of
writing seems to be as more of a challenge than finding the ideas. I am getting
better at capturing the fleeting ideas as they float past. But making myself
sit down and focus on turning out a piece is somewhat harder. It is the hard
work end of things. I will have to make sacrifices – mainly ones relating to
time I suspect, for writing is a cheap activity. I know that making time to
write brings me rewards – not least of which is new understanding. Joan Didion
is famous for her quote “I don’t know what I think until I write it down”. This
really hits the spot for me.
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Where is my chair? |
It occurred to me this morning that my
writing needs to start coming first more often. It needs to come first in my
day and it needs to dictate the rhythm of my day. So I should be taking a break
when the writing dictates – when I hit a wall, not when life dictates. And
therein lies the challenge. I have other responsibilities – to earn a living,
to my family and friends and to look after myself. Some of this can fit nicely
around writing and some of it can’t. So I’m going to have to make some hard
calls. I will continue to flirt with the idea of dropping my hours at work
until I feel more comfortable with the idea. And I need to make more time at
the weekend to tap away at the keyboard, applying a little more discipline to
stay seated and not wander away to do the oh-so-very important housework!
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